Life at a standstill point of time...

I relived my memories
Rendered my days
To the faintest hope
That I would succeed in my ways.

Never did I succeed
Never did I relish
This perishing hope
Never did embellish

Not am I in happiness
Not in any faith
Nor living to the future
And no past to trace

Oh GOD help me
Adrift I sway amid this great agony
In these testing times, I asunder
Hold me up and render